Light vs. Darkness

I no longer attend school. I was expelled for ...um.....well, i got sick of people talking shit about me so i told them off & ofcourse, i got expelled so....
I have to find another school to go to..
*stress*

I havent seen any of my friends since that happened..
I havent talked to them much either.
I'm really lonely right now.
I just sit byself & go on myspace, eat, & watch tv...
WTF? No one wants to talk to me..
*depressed*

Yea, i'm still single.
This kind of goes along with the previous paragraph.
Lonely...
I tell myself that it doesnt bother me.
But honestly, the fact that guys are (aparently) not interested in me really does bother me.
*still depressed*

I am sick AGAIN.
I swear, i never used to get sick.
Now i'm sick all the time.
*sickk*

I have nothing to do all day..
Its to the point where i am getting on my own nerves.
*bored*

I just feel like i could be the most hideous person on the planet.
Thats how people make me feel...


T_T

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post your favourite line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!


1. I wanna think of nothing, think i'll drink the sea. I wanna feel him crawl all over me.
2. This new diet's liquid. and dulling to the senses. and its crude. but it will due.
3. oh my god . i am the remedy for love.
4. get out of my way, i'm not for sale no more.
5. i feel the fallen stars encircle me. now as they cry.
6. wont you cherish the fear of life that keeps us alive
7. when the shadows beam. misery remains. i wont leave this time.
8. dont look at me now. she said with eyes that i can hardly take.
9. sing once again with me. our strange duet. my power over you. grows stronger yet.
10. oh sweet angel of mercy. with your grace like the morning. wrap your loving arms around me.
11. i always knew that they would end up like today. they bought the bullet and they paid with hand grenades.
12. london bridge did fall down. my fair lady nearly drowned.
13. you run away. faster and faster you cant seem to get away. BREAK!
14. and maybe i'll write a sad song. or another cliche poem. of the person i long to be.
15. i was struck by lightning walkin' down the street. i was hit by something last night in my sleep.
16. body suspended by chains over razors and nails its a penalty.
17. when your lying in your bed, the eulogies been read. you that its fitting. you lie.
18. oh i see your scars. i know where they're from. so sensually carved and bleeding til your dead and gone.
19. the pages of life fill the story of our love in a time long ago.
20. and i'll deny you, fact to fiction, fact to fiction, fact to fiction
21. we all want to be, be somebody. right now we're just looking for the exit.
22. do what i please gonna spread the disease. because i wanna.
23. your neon light day dream will shatter and break.
24. like clock work. i commit the crime. i pretend to be everything they like.
25. in a world of post modern fad. what was good now is bad. 
26. i'm smeared across the page. and doused in gasoline.
27. my love for you is still unknown. i'm getting closer and i use my wile. i crack the lair's smile.
28. addicted to our devine despair. the venom of the cross we bare. the guilt will follow us to death.
29. well you might say i'm losing focus, kinda drifting into the abstract. in terms of how i see myself.
30. she says "I love you" with her hands, she says "I hate you" with her eyes

Haha:

Your Life Is Worth...

$932,500

I woke up this morning listening to Bright Eyes/Dashboard Confessional/Jamison Parker

And i just hard-core danced my ass off for two hours in my room

While listening to Slipknot /Norma Jean / Zao

What a change of moods!